Syukur

At this very moment. to be precise 10.54 pm. I have successfully finished editing and revising all three degree dissertations. quite challenging I must say. as I have no idea on furniture at all. but then, as I go through each thesis, I began to have a bit of understanding about it. I've learned new facts and infos. which is good. now, I need to continue marking the final paper for 7 classes. I've stopped for too long. really need to take care of that and key in everything asap.

just OK

Hurm... when i got it. it was ok... 

The A word.

you know it is extremely terrible when the car does not look like one anymore.
i am speechless. everything went so fast.
luckily, i am still breathing.
it is a near-death experience.
the after-effects were unbearable.
but that is the cost i need to pay for my mistake.


p/s: can't sleep. the memory keep on haunting me & my body ache & i miss home :'(

My New Year Resolution

ohh my, it's already 2013 people! gosh, i have so many things to do and yet to be accomplished but here we go:
For 2013, i would like to:

• be able to solat on time 5x a day. (coz god knows how much i lost last year, haish. not good, not good)
• again improved my Quran recitation skills. (bg lancar sikit)

• buy a car (not my dream car though but hopefully close enough. cause it is waay too expensive & i can't afford that at the moment. soo, i need to find something that will go easy on my pocket)

• need to finished and pay all the hutangs i have.

• appreciates every obstacles that comes as an opportunity.

• write more (yes, i need to train myself to write at least once or twice a week)

• think more (yes, i should do this too. so i x cepat nyanyuk.)

• sleep moderately ( i hibernate like a bear. literally. which is not good. makes me malas & pening some more)

• start a new healthy habit (yes, maybe i need to start jogging regularly around Jengka, juicing for breakfast and read novels during my free time if i could)

• to go on a vacation. i need to used that red book of mine yg masih lagi "suci" (probably outside Malaysia at the beach or an island. anywhere will do)

• to be able to save moolah for future (yes, i need to start thinking for my future. at least i need to have a stable and consistent saving to buy myself a nice house)

• to be able to experience marriage (haha, yes, before i die or before i'm turning 30 which is nearly approaching. shhooh shhooh! go away.) -____-"

• to enjoy and value whatever i have now and stop whining about lil things. i need to make the best out of anything.

hurmm, i think this should be enough...for now. worry not, this list will expand itself in a course of time. trust me. :)

This is waaaaaaayyy outdated

owh sgt tidak kelakar syida bila hakikatnya esok dah masuk tahun baru, skang ni la ko terhegeh2 siapkan post2 kau yg dah berkebuk lagi bertaik cicak. haish, dasar pemalas & kaki tangguh. bila ntah nk berubah prangai?

So, here i am, posting this entry which supposed to be posted waaaay before. i think masa mizah balik Malaysia. which is somewhere in july? *correct me if i'm wrong* All of this lovely books i got from her. which reminds me that i still need to pay her the other half. hoho! sorreyh mizah. dah tua so byk benda lupa. *alasan* Masa ni aku masih demam Hunger Game. so i decided to buy the trilogy. however, the one that i have finished at the moment is Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson. good story. as for the rest? hurrmm, i need to find some quality time for that. Maybe i should start reading those before going  to bed? ahahaha! i wish. even buku Big Bad Wolf tuari pon x sempat nak usik lagi, haih. x ke membazir namenye beli buku tapi x dibaca? need to change that attitude utk tahun baru ni. yes, i should put that in my new year resolution list. hok3! ;)

My fav kind of guy: edisi Melayu

ooh dear, i did it again.

i think i have fallen for this guy.

 

 "beto khusyairy"

i don't mind whether he plays the villain or the nice guy,

it works for me.

he is simply talented full-stop.

sadly enough, he is already taken. 

lucky girl. *jealous* hahaha!

but come to think about it, it's a good thing though. now i don't need to feel guilty towards GD. 

(mianhae chagiya i x curang okeh.)

looks like you stuck with me for a very very long time.

:P

:'(

the truth is...

I just want people who want me back.

if you wish to leave all of a sudden why are you here at the first place?

being random: 14

after i've seen this quote, my view of Fanta has changed. whenever i came across Fanta i will immediately do the "Big Bang's fantastic dance" in my head. hohoho! 

-____-"

what i watched: Breaking Dawn Part 2

One word. phenomenal! ok, maybe I exaggerate a little. edward, u r indeed cheeky. I know what you're doing there. poor jacob. haha! owh, I love, love love the fighting part. very satisfying. and now I'm going to finish my slide. hrmmm, where was I? ;)

:)

Alhamdulillah, now i know the right place to use all the extra airtime credit that i have been kept for so long. May it bring good to others. InsyaAllah...

Gigi

urgghhh, my teeth hurts. it needs to be fixed. and  i need to get this done pronto! it still bleeding and i literally eat cotton wool while sleeping. how "cool" is that? thank god i did not choke in my dream. i hope it stops soon. ooh dear, how am i going to teach tomorrow? and how am i going to cover that up?

being random: 15

I could really use this one right now. if only such things exist. lol! btw, i think it is a brilliant & creative gift ideas. simple yet a meaningful one.
:)

busy like a bee

yep, from this week onwards will be the most busy & stuffy weeks of my life. there are a lot of replacement class to be done and it left me no time to rest. the worst thing is, I'm about to faint in class last night. sobs. Imagine from morning till night my schedule are jam-packed with a lot of things to do. Multi-tasking is indeed crucial at this point. It gets me all chocked up I can barely catch my breath. this is all because of 22 Oct 2012. the 'C DAY'. if you know what I mean. However, despite all the hectic weeks, I think it's all worth it. InsyaAllah :)

Just a Thought: 1

this is not nice

:(

trouble sleeping

Ya Allah,

I can't sleep.

I don't know why

my eyes won't let me.

but I'm seriously tired right now.

*_____*

Ramadhan Day 29

two more days before Syawal, and guess what, i'm still in Jengka. yeay! * sarcastically* To be honest, ever in my life i live far from my family. i mean out of Selangor. oowh, now that i think about it this would be my second time after my national service in Terengganu. so i'm like a "perantau" like that. lol! hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. pray for me guys. long day on the road. may i have a safe journey back home. InsyaAllah :)

a long distance journey

is absolutely suck when my head starts spinning around and I, anxiously pokes my mom for a plastic bag and tissues so i can throw my heart out all the food i ate earlier in there. err, pretty ugly huh?

p/s: cda, berusaha! :)

my korean food craving: ddukbokki

make this by request of my sista, nina. she really wants to eat ddukbokki (a korean spicy rice cakes). again, this dish can be seen in most of Kdrama. that is basically where the urge to eat ddukbokki comes from. so I decided to cook it for her. this is actually my second time doing it. the texture of ddukbokki is chewy and bland so I add a fish cakes for some flavor. It is spicy too. but you can adjust the spice level from mild to spicy hot according to your liking. unfortunately, this dish does not suit my parents pallet. never mind, maybe I will try to cook other Korean dishes that they might like. we'll see.

track of the day: 'Blue' - Big Bang

 

O friend, we just met. but strange, we clicked instantly. maybe tidak ada rezeki for both of us to be in the same city. mungkin ada hikmah. but, thanks ya for everything. all the best & fighting! I'm happy for you. doakan saya juga. this song fit the mood perfectly.

p/s: need to get ready for tomorrow. hope all goes well. InsyaAllah.

Actually, there's nothing special about this dress. still, I like it. I love its simplicity. and I think it will be super nice when paired with belt & inner of contrasting color. I wish I can have this in white or royal blue. that would be fantastic.

*picture courtesy of tumblr.com