dear GD,

i know this is soooo "yesteryear". but i wanted you to know that i am seriously and extremely sorry for i could not see you that night(@korean music wave concert in Malaysia). as I've got an important matter that need to be taken care of. ok, ok, i know that may sound pretty much like a lame excuses but believe me, it's true. you see, i regret it sooo much that i have trouble sleeping at night. so the next day when i woke up, I've received my punishment. a dark circle under my eyes. i swear i looks totally like a raccoon. it's horrible. so, i hope you forgive me. and perhaps, one day we could finally meet. hopefully. maybe. hugs and kisses from yours truly, Me. (cough) your so-called wife. lol!

things i want: headphones

I'm talking about Beats Solo by Dr.Dre bebeh! the body is very sleek and modern. (well, at least for me it is). I want it in white just like the pictures. It's cost a fortune if I were to get this. the price is super expensive for a headphones. but still, I don't mind though, because my number one fav artist in the world (none other than G dragon) are wearing it! it's making me (doubly, no triply) in love with it.(melting right now) *_____*

ahah! thaaaat's him! isn't he cool? but, this is just one of my wishing list. I'm not trying to get it any-time soon. Urmm, I'm still opt for a cheap yet durable and more affordable headphones. hahaha! will blog about it later.

*again, thanks to the power of google for a discreet visuals :)

It's a new semester ya'll!

however, I've not yet settled. why? erm, let me see...

1) I'll be doing my thesis this semester and I'm the only one of my friends without a supervisor.

2) I still don't have a room in college and it's suck thinking there's no place for me to stay. waaargh!

3) most importantly, my brain seems to take waaay too much time to function properly. and I desperately need them to be able to stay in focus.

4) oooh, I forgot one thing. I certainly need to find myself a part-time job. really need an extra cash. ASAP. @____@

so, I will say that this is definitely not a smooth start for a supposedly new beginning. but I do wish for a good things to come afterward. hopefully, amin...

what i listen to right now: selena gomez

seriously, I'm not a huge fan of Selena Gomez. but I do make an exception for this one.

(love you like a love song)

omg! i love, love, love, this song. it is uber addictive I tell u. no kidding. I'm harassing my replay button everyday! just like the lyric speaks to me "And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat". urghhh! syida, u need to stop this right now. capish. (orrr, maybe later). heh! :P

*pictures taken from youtube

The Tahreb's bujangs

Syukur Alhamdulillah,

Ramadhan nearly reached its end and Syawal is just around the corner. time seems to move fast ait. I haven't yet finished sembat-ing my baju kurungs let alone baking any kuih raya at all. Even cleaning out the house are far from done. tsk, tsk. MasyaAllah! Am i capable to multi-task and settled everything on time? Erm, i doubt that. oh, this year mizah will not be around as she's far far away(India). so, the only bujangs left is me, gha (second sista), nina (the youngest one) and the one and only eligible bachelor in the house- that is opik. both gha and nina has safely arrived home and now we just need to wait for opik as he is indeed a very busy man on the planet (ya right) and will only be coming back on sunday. fine! As for the married section, my eldest sister- syura was already here and on her way to complete her pantang. a new nephew has come on board. wuhu! Along on the other hand will be joining us early for the first time. Usually he'll be back here on third or fourth of Syawal. so, this is good. However, I'm not sure whether yik will be here joining the rest of us. warghh, i miss smoochin'qisha's plumpy face. Erm, I think that's that. hopefully Syawal this year will be an amazing one. InsyaAllah.

*My oh my, I just noticed that nina is not even in the picture. so sorry my dear. oh, one last thing, please pardon me for my fugly expression that might just give you all a nightmare. don't know what's got into me at that time. -_____-"

things i want: bed spread

some time ago as i watched Big Bang's tv on youtube, my eyes landed straight on g dragon's bed spread. and at that very moment i have fallin in love with its design. it looks so freakin' real and cool too. what a masterpiece! and ooh, fyi, i always have a thing for GD lol! (screaming out loud {GD nomu nomu saranghaeyo!}) i'm so deeply, crazily, want to get my hands on this bed spread. I wonder whether or not it's available here (in Malaysia) and if I can have it customized. wow, that would be nice...

*picture courtesy of google.

fasting month

Bismillaahir rahmaanir rahiim.
(In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate)

during this blissful month, one of the thing that I wanted to improved is my cooking skills as well as to test my ability to make variety of dishes that I've been longing and eager to try for a long long time but dare not to. (dishes that is time consuming and that takes a lot of effort such as nasi tomato, which is need to be serve along with ayam masak merah and jelatah and the list goes on and on... yeah, you know what I meant) As I am honestly, truthfully, a lazy bum who has been equip with tons and tons of excuses. haha!) however, things that I hated the most is the moment when I'm running out of ideas on what to cook. (erm, not that I've finished trying everything on the menu, no.) it's just that a moment when you have like a black hole in your brain. you can't think of anything at all. urghhh, it just killing me. really! at that time I desperately wish I've had a long list of menus in front of me. -____-"

below is just something that I've been made long time ago. a week before Ramadhan to be exact. for me, it's quite an accomplishment. hoho! :P

My Aww Moment:2

say what u want to say but I'm a total sucker for a good/cheesy pick up lines. hands down. I'm all yours. lol! ^_____^

taken from "scent of a women" episode 10

things i do: babysitting

Recently, me and my sister will take turns to take care of our brother's children. It is only temporary though as they still waiting for the new maid to arrive. For me, this is a fun and challenging experience altogether. It is because, when it's time for him to eat, he will make me chase him all over the house, up and down the stairs just to put a spoonful of rice at his mouth. but then i feel soooo happy to see him eating. with such a cute facial expression. good job Luqman, good job! (-____-") but hey, look at the bright sight, wouldn't this helps me to loose a couple or two?

p/s: before I leave, I need to show my endless gratitude to ipad2 for its big help in a way that it keep Luqman entertained. This give me a "me-time" as I manage to do other stuff like cleaning, cooking and surfing of course! So yea, thanks ipad2! ^,^Y

things i've watch: Green Lantern

Just when back from watching Green Lantern with my bro's family @ Jusco Bukit Tinggi. It was a nice movie (as we watched it in 3d). but, what 's caught my interest is the fact that this movie taught me the important of overcoming our fear towards anything that hold us from doing things that we wanted in life. dang! good point indeed. :)
p/s: honestly, I'm amazed on how the superhero used his imagination to create the weapons. it was very refreshing.

My Aww Moment:1

I just can't stop smiling. Dayyum!
*dreamy mode*

taken from "lie to me" episode 13

terserah

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
tidak kiralah apa sahaja yang berlaku sekarang ni
baik atau buruk,
sekurang-kurangnya aku tahu kau tetap ada untukku
terima kasih Ya Allah, terima kasih banyak-banyak :)

last night for the semester :)

the clock shows 12.46 am
and i still didn't have the heart to sorting out and packing up all my stuff. i'm not in the mood just yet.
this will probably be my last post here in ukm (KTHO)
as it is my last night. (i need to check out tomorrow)
i'm thinking on what should i write?
well, i just got back from cafe and then on the way back, i'm captivated to see a group of friends hanging out and chilling to celebrate their last night together.
i've said to myself "what a beautiful moment"
before that, here's my very first gif. teehee!

korean dumpling: 1st attempt

Last week, out of bored I've decided to try and do korean dish. and this is the output. the skin is a bit thick though coz i made it myself and do aware that i am no professional dumpling maker. but it is due to the fact that i have plenty of flour left, rarely used and i thought why not do the skin from scratch instead of buying it? right? lol!

To be exact, this is called "mandu guk" means dumpling soup.

check out the recipe below;

for skin u need:
1)flour
2)salt
2)cold water

for filling u need:
1)ground beef
2)soft tofu
3)chives
4)shiitake mushroom (optional)
5)half of union
6)sesame oil
7)salt
8)soy sauce
9)sugar

for soup:
1)dried anchovies
2)half of union
3)green union
4)anchovies stock cube (optional)
5)salt

Make skin;
1.Put flour in a bowl and stir the flour while you add the cold water. Keep mixing until you have a shaggy dough. Then, knead it for a couple of minutes until it becomes smooth and elastic.Shape each piece into a thick coin. After that, pressed it till it flat and lightly flour the top and bottom of the skin to avoid from sticking.


Make filling;
1. Place 1 cup of ground beef into a big bowl.
2. Add 1 ts of salt, 1 tbs of sesame oil and mixed well.
3. Wash chives, dry well with paper towel then chop. Add 1 tbs of sesame oil and mix it up.
*oil will coat vegetables so that liquid would not come out from it.
4. Chop 4-5 shiitake mushrooms and half an onion. Add 1 ts of soy sauce, 1 ts of sugar, and 2 ts of sesame oil
6. Squeeze half a package of tofu using paper towel. Then add a pinch of salt, 1 ts of sesame oil and mix it.
7. In the big bowl, mix all ingredients by hand.


For soup:
1. In a pot, place water, anchovies, onion and boil it for 20-30 minutes. If water evaporates, add more water.
2. When the stock is well made, remove the anchovies and onion.
3. Add a pinch of salt and dumplings and cover the lid.
4. When dumpling cooks properly, it floats to the surface.
5. Add chopped of green onion and it Done!

hope this help. i still need improvement here and there but this is definitely worth to try. (out of my passion for kpop and anything related to it) it taste delish. i'm luvin' it. :)
*credit goes to Maangchi.

i seriously don't know

what to do when suddenly my mother shed tears worrying about my father's frequent condition.
supposedly, i should give her a hug but then i do nothing at all...
what a jerk. Mama, i'm terribly sorry. I am indeed don't know how to react to this kind of situation... i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry... (-_____-)

things i've never done before: blood donation

truthfully,
i'm not very fond with needle or any kind of sharp pointed things.
seriously, who does really?
so, that's why i've ever think things like blood donation or things related to that.
a lot goes in my mind actually;
1) does it safe?
2) am i going to gain weight after that?
as i browse ukm homepage earlier, i've came across something.
an announcement.
starting tomorrow, is a blood donation week.
it got me thinking,
should i give it a try?
it sure feels good to not being scared and selfish for once and help people right?

the good old days

all of a sudden
I remember back to the time when I'm in Islamic school (to be precise Sekolah Agama Menengah Tinggi Hisamuddin Kampung Jawa)
those were the time when i've been surrounded and reminded by Ustaz and Ustazah about Solat and other related stuff. (back then i think it was annoying)
however,
now, at uni when i'm on my own,
i realized
how i missed to listen to "tazkirah" and to perform "solat jemaah" together with my friends.
the feeling is so peaceful and calm.
aahhh, if only I could turn back times...
:)

love this sound: numero uno

while doing assignment it is a must for me to listen to a good, comfort music. it helps me reduce the amount of stress and relax a bit.
and for tonight i'm in love with this korean song called "i want to be alone" by a rookie group name EVAS.
here's the picture;


p/s: it's really soothing and it made my day! yeay!
^,^Y

not a good sign

when my parents asked me about my future...
and i'm completely clueless on how to put into words what i've been studying all this years.
this is not good syida,
not a good sign at all.
:(
p/s: this does make me feel like a total loser...and i don't like it. not a bit.

what i like :)

wanna know what I really like to eat besides corn?
this is it.
P.O.R.R.I.D.G.E (it goes really well with fried union and salted duck egg. yum!)
easy to make yet simply irresistible.
taste like heaven.
at least for me it is.
so people, how about u?