mimpi ak setiap mlm...

bole kate tiap2 hari ak dok membelek 1 gamba dlm laptop ak..
kamera idaman ak...
thinking when i can put my hands on it..n ble la ak dpt beli ek?
polaroid classic 600...may we met again in my dream...
~~~day dreamin' mode~~~

calender ohh calender...

arini cam bese ak keje shift pagi,
slalunye kalo pagi ni,
x rmai sgt customer so ak akn surf tenet le tok membunuh mase lapang...
drpd x buat pape kan?
so ble ade 1 customer dtg nih ak pon rase la xcited...hehe x de la rase cam x laku..
so ble ak ngah wat waffle diorg nih diorg pon dok terbelek2 calender yg "bos" ak tampal..
dlm ati, bergune gak calender tuh..
yg ak rase da 1 abad sem x digunakan..
bgus bgus...

alalalalatok..

waa..tonight i messed everything up my table r not stable, i even hurt my finger! and its shaking when i type this post.. it feels like parkinson o something..my laptop wet because i accidently spill water on it..what's wrong wit me? ermm..do i do any sin today? let me think...erm..think lil deep c-da...deeper................ok ppl, i couldnt remember anything...ngew~~

I'm moving...

Im about to move ppl!
aiyoo...pening oredy.. y ar after a month staying suddenly they told me to move out...y not mention it sooner?
its not fair la weh ...i have a lot of stuff to do and this fussy thingy keep messing into my business..
but to take it positively i actually get myself a new room, new bed and a new closet yay! and the best part is i have balcony!!! so no need to worry about rain or something when i want to wash and dry my cloths..haha...lucky me..:))

c-da r back...err..sort of...

Finally, i decide to update my blog everyday...InsyaAllah...
let the spirit not fade away...
i hope so...

letih...

Semalam + arini kebas punggung ak dok mengadap laptop..
wat pe ag..
literary review yg x gak berpenghujung..
nasib baik arini sempat siapkan..
kalo x..
mati ak..
lega sikit ati eventhough hasilnyer x brpe satisfied..
hua3! ok what..
janji siap..

Me, Alone...

waaa...
Everybody's leavin cept me..
i cannot go home just yet coz i have to finish ol the assignment..
coz i know i never be able to finish it @ home..
i have things to do at home such as..
1-helping my mother to produce a lot of pineapple tart..i really mean it its a lot! believe me..
2-cleaning the whole house..(i wish i can do that...errmm..)

There's a lot to write on the list but im sure u guys dont want to read that..haha!
u better not..heh!

syida tertipu...

what da hell???!
br je rase best+teruja+poyos coz dpt tenet dlm blik tapi geram yg teramat skali krn...
1-signal tunjuk excellent tapi hampeh, bkak ym pon x leh..
2-dpt tenet pd waktu subuh shj..
3-x leh tutup laptop alamat kna tunggu subuh esok lah br dpt tenet blik..
5-kalo da tiap2 ari camnih, jahanam ler laptop gua..waaaaa!!!
solution yg ak dpt..
#x yah tenet kt blik g je foyer, ppbl o pusan..abis cite..(T-T)

Malang....

Argggghhhhh!
tension ak dibuatnyer..
ape ag yg x kna ha?
ak da mati akal da nih..
tolong la ringankan sket beban dlm kapla otak ak nih..
aiseymen....
cane ak nk siapkan thesis n lit.review kalo proposal asyik kna reject je?
T-T

aiseymen...
perut d rase semacam dah nih..
adakah ni tande tok berbuka?
jeng3!

spinning around

berpusing-pusing dan berpinau-pinau...
peningnyer kapla otak ak..
byk bende yg perlu dilakukan..
sedikit masa pulak yg tinggal..
syida,
bangun dr kerusi tu..
jgn on9 lg..
n get to work!!!!

ye ye ak tahu itu..

terima kasih kpd adik bradik ak..
terima kasih krn mengigatkan ak kpd hakikat itu..
ak sedar..
ak tahu..
(T T)

suwey2 sweet...

Today b4 heading back home, ak da plan tok tgk cite "made of honor" kt pawagam. however.. things happens not exactly as smooth as it plan...when sandal ak suddenly putus d tgh jalan so kna lah bli sandal baru..ceit! wat malu ak je sandal putih nih!! jage ko! ak da pon menamatkan riwayatnyer dgn mencampakkannyer dlm tong sampah di tandas carrefour! haha! after dat ak g ar bli popcorn tp ni pon malang gaks coz lite n sweet popcorn yg ak idamkan x de plaks so kna la bli caramel popcorn..hampeh tol! tapi ape nk wat kan..ak trus je msuk dlm panggung 6 GSC...tunggu punyer tunggu citer pon mule..jalan cite nyer quite interesting though ak byk gelak n iyenyer sgt2 la sweet! ak ske part dimana colin nyanyi sajak roberts burn entitled "my love is like a red red rose"..it was so romantic! patut ar ak cam knal jek bait2 yg dier sbut..erm..to wrap up, at the end of the movie ak bley tersenyum sendiri coz puas ati sgt ble colin tumbuk muke patrick demsey..haha! tetibe je ak rase puas ati..bukannyer ak x ske kt dier ak minat kt P.D its just entah la..

klaka la...

kak ak panggil..
ak pon menyahut..
"ape?"
"meh ar sini.."
ak terus meluru ke dapur...
ak x percaya ape yg ak sdang lihat sekarang..
"ya rabbi, awat leh jadi camni?" ak ckp
kak ak balas "ak teringin sangat nk mkn cencalok..ak try ar bukak..mane ak tau dier tetibe terpancut??"
abis bau 1 rumah..
alahai...nmpaknyer ak la kna bersihkan..
kesian tgk kak ak, abis baju n muke dier bertempek cencalok yg lagi sadis bkan dier je kna tp cencalok tu turut landing atas siling dapur ak...
sambil mengelap ak gelak sorg2 tp dlm ati la..hehe..!
nk mampos gelak kuat2 mau kna mkn selipar nanti..

patut ke?

kalau org len wat salah,
dipandang sblah mate je..
tp kalo ak plak wat salah,
dah anggap ak nih mcm wat 1 kesalahan yg bsr & patut dikenakan hukuman gantung....
ni sume tidak adil!
ak dah cukup bersabar n ak je yg slalu dipersalahkan...
kali ini ak btol2 terasa beb...

Mahu tapi Malu

Aku berkata “Syida go go chayo! U can make it…”
“Sekejap je lagi sayang kite sampai k…ak berpesan kpd diriku sendiri sambil tgn ak mengusap2 perutku..”
Cik p-ja turut memberikan ak kate2 peransang utk membolehkan ak bertahan sampai ke Zaaba.
Ak dgn nada mengondem membalas… “pja, ak x leh nk focus la skang…pleasela”
Maknenye mungin biase tp intonasinye berbaur kejam tp ak terdesak..keadaan sekarang tidak mengizinkan utk ak bertindak sopan dan berhemah..
Aku meneruskan fight ak td dgn berlegar2 di laluan penumpang yg mana masih kosong..ak sure terdetik dalam hati pakcik bus yg kulihat memandang front mirror konfem pelik knp ak berdiri cam org gile sedangkan byk lg tempat kosong yg tinggal..
Tiba2...
Shhhhhhhtruuuut…..alamak! terlepas jugak ke?…
“Sory2 x sengaje”..ak katekan kt p-ja n akak yg dok d blakang ak…
Malang hari tu aku tujukan bukan saja pada diri ak sendiri tetapi juga kpd cik pja n akak blakang…
Sorry krn tersedut “silent killer” yg lepas tidak mengikut jadual yg ditetapkan…yg mane baunye hanya dpt ak katerkan Allah je yg tau..
Ape la nk jd ngan aku nih …xde civic minded tol! K#*#*# pon merate…ahaks!

mawi ke maori?

Ari selase lpas as usual ak ngan member ak g la kelas pengantar B.M
on that day, lecture psl "Fonologi" iaitu kajian berkenaan ngan bunyi2 bahasa...
yg lawaknyer adalah bile lecturer tny
"mawi berasal dr mane?"
so ak jwblah dr felda johor..mawi world sape x knal kan..
pastu ak pelik awat sume org gelak2?
rupe2nya yg lecturer ak maksudkan adalah....
"bahasa Maori tu dr mane?" bukannyer mawi daa...
patutla ble dier kater dr new zealand ak pelik coz setau ak mawi bkannyer mix...
ceit! wat malu jer..
the best part is... lecturer kitorg x notice pon that aper yg dikatekan itu kitorg salah tafsir..
terkekek2 ak kt belakang...than gelak la pelagi...
huhuhu!....seronoknyer...

ya @ tidak?

Aku punyer hidup tok short sem nih ak rase cam bosan jek coz xde tv tok ditonton..har3!

name pon dok kolej mahal..tp xde facilities yg sepatutnyer..

Kalo kt kolej lame ak dulu, ak nih sememangnyer dikenali sbg kaki tgk tv…siap ader tgk tv crew lg...haha!

ak ingat nk blik kg… tp x konfem ag…katekan saje syida nk blik @ tidak…kan senang?

kakakku tpon td die marah knp bg dier half je citer korea “coffee prince” dier kate mulenyer dier x ske tp kalo dah namenyer bosan lepak kt umah tu kadang2 citer yg bosan pon bley jd citer yg paling besh…hahaha! sory bos!

nanti ak tebus blik la...

nobody's perfect ma...

Kenape boleh jd camni....?

ish3! ak x sangke sangat bende ni jadi menimpe ak...ak btol2 konfius..knape la ak x wat double check ar?? skang ak terpakse tangguhkan...dah jd 1 beban...ape nk wat its oll my fault. nasib baik ader kwn tolong kalo x mampus!!!

marah+sedey+kecewa...sume nih bercampur jadi 1...
bende nk jadi..maybe ad hikmahnyer...
sem nih mmg ak dpt rasekan ak kekurangan "ong".....
kenapela hidup ak teramatlah pathetic?????
why???

Muzik & Aku...

Kalau dulu ak suke sangat dengar lagu yg dinyanyikan artis glamer o yg dikenali, sekarang len pulak jadinyer...

mayb ak da bosan kots…so, ak bereksperimentasi plak ngan music dr kump yg x brape popular…bkan aper…bile ak dengar sedap plak…kna plak ngan jiwa ak…so skang ak bz melayan n mendonlod lagu2 yg ak kire best…lg pelik lg bagus…har3!

contohnyer;

1-Middle of nowhere by Hot hot heat

2-Not the Good Kind by The Wreckers

3-Secret by Pierces

Actually byk ag..tp xkan nk list sume skali kn...hehe...inilah antara lagu yg ak ulang tiap2 mlm b4 dpt feel nk study...(pulak dah..) kalo x caye try ar dgr mane tau lagu nih jadi lagu kegilaan anda plak pas nih...