friday: when we've got nothing better to do.

we do camwhorin'! woot woot! after filling up our tummy with chicken rice @ pusanika, this is a fun way to help the digestion process ;P

earlier this morning

mission accomplished :)

hello December!

20 more minutes before tomorrow. aaaaa, so fast. it's making me nervous! that means only a month or so before the semester ends. masyaAllah. anyhow, i just got back from a night ride with atun and mira. nothing special. just to get a breath of a fresh air and sort of exploring some places. it was rather refreshing, i must say. and somehow remind me on how i love to go out at night. the air and the atmosphere feels completely different. that only night can provide. i don't know how to explain it. never-mind, we do plan to wake up early tomorrow for a morning walk. hopefully, we'll make it.

awal muharram

aim: to push myself a lil bit harder to be a better Muslim, daughter, sister, friend, student and human being. Insya'Allah (God willing) :)

morning schmorning!

just ignore the messy background. (plus, a "teeny weeny" zit on my face) aah, what a lovely picture... *sarcastically* this week I'm waaay too lazy to clean up. so my room looks like what you see above. but that just a "glimpse" of it. wait till you see the whole room. (which i'm not going to show. I'll spare you the misery.) it's a thousand times worst. lol! hurm... need to wipe, scrub, fold and organize everything before I'm going back home. so, cleaning mood. please, please, please come to me.

being random: 2

:'(

the best album 2011: wonder world by wonder girls

Mostly, i only care about one or two hit songs for one particular artist. I'm not bother to download or listen to the whole album because i thought it just a waste of time. but, this one is different. surprisingly, i found myself enjoying the whole track without skipping any of it. so, kudos to JYP (Wonder Girl's producer/manager) for making a very wise decision in choosing (what i consider) only the best songs to be put in this album. i salute u! this album was amazing and absolutely daebak! here is the track lists:

1-GNO (girls night out)
2-Be my baby
3-Girls girls
4-Me, in
5-Sweet Dreams
6-Stop!
7-Dear Boy
8-Do go Do go
9-SuperB
10-Act cool ft San E
11-Nu Shoes

*i personally love track number 6 and 9 (^____^) oh, thanks to tumblr for the gif.

what i've listened to this afternoon: the one that got away by Katy Perry

"All these money can't buy me a time machine, (no)
Can't replace you with a million rings, (no)
I should've told you what you meant to me, (whoa)

'Cause now I pay the price"

you got that right Katy. I've got a few regrets of my own. pardon me, this may sound a bit classic, but how i really wish i could turn back time. i really do.

*credit to tumblr for the gif :)

things i've watched: Breaking Dawn Part 1

unluckily, when I've downloaded it i did not aware that it was in language that is beyond my capability to understand what its actually meant. it sound like a mix of french and turkish-ish.
so i'm like, what da?

well, never-mind. at least i get to see the movie right? that's what counts.
-_____-"

*thanks to Google for the pixie

the one i miss the most: my besties

to whom it may concern,
you know who you are.
I'm honestly and truly miss you guys a lot!
those sweet moments we've shared
the laugh and tears
totally priceless

*credit to Google for the picture

Eid ul Adha 2011

today it doesn't feels like Raya at all. there is no babies, toddlers or even kids at home and what's left is just us, the bujangs. (gha, me, opik and nina). it feel a bit empty. hmm, maybe that's what we called "pengorbanan". never-mind. later that evening, my sister successfully drive 3 of us all the way to Harbour Place @ Port Klang. Ooh my, that mall was awesome! thanks gha :)

being random: 1

snack that i like: crispy flavoured seaweed

tada! it is Big Bang grilled seaweed in spicy grilled squid flavour! it is a must try! full stop. but what's caught my attention is that it have the same name of my fav korean group. (drum-roll) none other than "Big Bang"! keke! definitely score an extra points for that. dang!

ookey, back to the main point. it's thin. it's crunchy.and it taste like ocean. (err, squid lives in ocean right? i dunno. aah, ignore that please) haha! i can eat it just like that or with a bowl of warm rice and ooh, it goes well with porridge too! yummm! i guarantee that it'll gone in no-time. even my brothers an sisters go gaga over this. lol! it is simply jjang! actually there's another flavour, original if I'm not mistaken. but i like this one the best. okie dokie. that's that. till then. bye peeps!

what i've listened to this morning: the boys by SNSD

kinda wake up a bit too early today @ 4 (only Allah knows the reason for that) (--,") so I've pump up my morning with this song. the beat is catchy and i love it. it's like some sort of vitamin that give me an extra push to do the works that I'm trying to do right now. enjoy! ooh, i'm so gonna set this as my ring-tone. lol! ;P

girls generation -the boys

*kudos to teklaa.gif for the images ;)

THESIS: volume 2

just the thought of it gives me chills. i have sooooo much more to work on. so i really need to stay put to be able to meet my datelines. i don't know. i frequently asked myself this questions. would i be able to finished it on time? could i? can i? am i working on the right corpus? and area? ooowh. i just feels sooooo nervous that I'm about to have a serious breakdown but right now i do this;

credit to tumblr.com/screaming gif for the pictures.

talk of the town

about the biggest and baddest event that took place in MAEPS Serdang. it's none other than The Big Bad Wolf Book Sales people! the price is insanely cheap. no lie. there's this huge selection of genres. from children to young adult, romance, sci-fi, cooking, travel, hobbies and so much more. I feel like I'm drowning in an ocean full of books. so what are you waiting for? start ur engine now. pronto! before it's too late. the exhibition ends this sunday. don't miss your chance to add more books into ur collection. I've already been attacked and infected by this big bad wolf fever. how about you guys?

the last thing i wanted to happen: buying a new phone

that is definitely be the last thing i want to do. as you all can see in the picture above, my phone cracked. and if i am not to be careful next time it may die soon. please sony, bare with me for just 1 more semester ok? deal? coz i could not afford to buy a new phones at the moment. ok, that's that. i'm off to class. bye peeps! :)

things i miss: my lil red riding hood

Ooh, if you guys wonder what exactly am i talking about. I'm actually referring to my old netbook; dell mini 9 in red color. that's why i called it like that. to show some sort of intimacy. (ookey, that sounds weird isn't it? so scratched that please.) let's get back to the main point. Right now, it stays in my brother's house and i believe it is in good hands. hoho!(thanks along!) but, when i think about it, it is all my fault though it ended up this way. i should have take a better care when i had it. so, here i am, writing this entry to exclusively say my deep apology to you. yes, to you mini 9. i am sorry that i spilled a mug of teh tarik tudia on you that day. it was an accident you know. i remember the next day i need to wrap you in an air-tight plastic bag along with Thirsty Hyppo for 3 days. it's freaks the hell out of me. i thought you are going to die! (ook, i may exaggerated a bit.) erm, i think that's all. if there is anything, do let me know. don't be shy. I'm having trouble remembering things lately. please accept my apology. coz if not... i will not pay you a visit anymore. ahahahaha! ok, i'm just joking! so now, i can say goodbye to you my Lil red riding hood and helloo lenovo x100e (again, thanks along, you are indeed my life savior!)

what i'm listening to at the moment: beyonce knowles

"And even now while I hate you it pains me to say, I know I’ll be there at the end of the day"

-broken hearted girl-

it is ironic, isn't it? tsk, tsk.


*credit to ImageShake for the pictures.

dear GD,

i know this is soooo "yesteryear". but i wanted you to know that i am seriously and extremely sorry for i could not see you that night(@korean music wave concert in Malaysia). as I've got an important matter that need to be taken care of. ok, ok, i know that may sound pretty much like a lame excuses but believe me, it's true. you see, i regret it sooo much that i have trouble sleeping at night. so the next day when i woke up, I've received my punishment. a dark circle under my eyes. i swear i looks totally like a raccoon. it's horrible. so, i hope you forgive me. and perhaps, one day we could finally meet. hopefully. maybe. hugs and kisses from yours truly, Me. (cough) your so-called wife. lol!

things i want: headphones

I'm talking about Beats Solo by Dr.Dre bebeh! the body is very sleek and modern. (well, at least for me it is). I want it in white just like the pictures. It's cost a fortune if I were to get this. the price is super expensive for a headphones. but still, I don't mind though, because my number one fav artist in the world (none other than G dragon) are wearing it! it's making me (doubly, no triply) in love with it.(melting right now) *_____*

ahah! thaaaat's him! isn't he cool? but, this is just one of my wishing list. I'm not trying to get it any-time soon. Urmm, I'm still opt for a cheap yet durable and more affordable headphones. hahaha! will blog about it later.

*again, thanks to the power of google for a discreet visuals :)

It's a new semester ya'll!

however, I've not yet settled. why? erm, let me see...

1) I'll be doing my thesis this semester and I'm the only one of my friends without a supervisor.

2) I still don't have a room in college and it's suck thinking there's no place for me to stay. waaargh!

3) most importantly, my brain seems to take waaay too much time to function properly. and I desperately need them to be able to stay in focus.

4) oooh, I forgot one thing. I certainly need to find myself a part-time job. really need an extra cash. ASAP. @____@

so, I will say that this is definitely not a smooth start for a supposedly new beginning. but I do wish for a good things to come afterward. hopefully, amin...

what i listen to right now: selena gomez

seriously, I'm not a huge fan of Selena Gomez. but I do make an exception for this one.

(love you like a love song)

omg! i love, love, love, this song. it is uber addictive I tell u. no kidding. I'm harassing my replay button everyday! just like the lyric speaks to me "And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat". urghhh! syida, u need to stop this right now. capish. (orrr, maybe later). heh! :P

*pictures taken from youtube

The Tahreb's bujangs

Syukur Alhamdulillah,

Ramadhan nearly reached its end and Syawal is just around the corner. time seems to move fast ait. I haven't yet finished sembat-ing my baju kurungs let alone baking any kuih raya at all. Even cleaning out the house are far from done. tsk, tsk. MasyaAllah! Am i capable to multi-task and settled everything on time? Erm, i doubt that. oh, this year mizah will not be around as she's far far away(India). so, the only bujangs left is me, gha (second sista), nina (the youngest one) and the one and only eligible bachelor in the house- that is opik. both gha and nina has safely arrived home and now we just need to wait for opik as he is indeed a very busy man on the planet (ya right) and will only be coming back on sunday. fine! As for the married section, my eldest sister- syura was already here and on her way to complete her pantang. a new nephew has come on board. wuhu! Along on the other hand will be joining us early for the first time. Usually he'll be back here on third or fourth of Syawal. so, this is good. However, I'm not sure whether yik will be here joining the rest of us. warghh, i miss smoochin'qisha's plumpy face. Erm, I think that's that. hopefully Syawal this year will be an amazing one. InsyaAllah.

*My oh my, I just noticed that nina is not even in the picture. so sorry my dear. oh, one last thing, please pardon me for my fugly expression that might just give you all a nightmare. don't know what's got into me at that time. -_____-"

things i want: bed spread

some time ago as i watched Big Bang's tv on youtube, my eyes landed straight on g dragon's bed spread. and at that very moment i have fallin in love with its design. it looks so freakin' real and cool too. what a masterpiece! and ooh, fyi, i always have a thing for GD lol! (screaming out loud {GD nomu nomu saranghaeyo!}) i'm so deeply, crazily, want to get my hands on this bed spread. I wonder whether or not it's available here (in Malaysia) and if I can have it customized. wow, that would be nice...

*picture courtesy of google.

fasting month

Bismillaahir rahmaanir rahiim.
(In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate)

during this blissful month, one of the thing that I wanted to improved is my cooking skills as well as to test my ability to make variety of dishes that I've been longing and eager to try for a long long time but dare not to. (dishes that is time consuming and that takes a lot of effort such as nasi tomato, which is need to be serve along with ayam masak merah and jelatah and the list goes on and on... yeah, you know what I meant) As I am honestly, truthfully, a lazy bum who has been equip with tons and tons of excuses. haha!) however, things that I hated the most is the moment when I'm running out of ideas on what to cook. (erm, not that I've finished trying everything on the menu, no.) it's just that a moment when you have like a black hole in your brain. you can't think of anything at all. urghhh, it just killing me. really! at that time I desperately wish I've had a long list of menus in front of me. -____-"

below is just something that I've been made long time ago. a week before Ramadhan to be exact. for me, it's quite an accomplishment. hoho! :P

My Aww Moment:2

say what u want to say but I'm a total sucker for a good/cheesy pick up lines. hands down. I'm all yours. lol! ^_____^

taken from "scent of a women" episode 10

things i do: babysitting

Recently, me and my sister will take turns to take care of our brother's children. It is only temporary though as they still waiting for the new maid to arrive. For me, this is a fun and challenging experience altogether. It is because, when it's time for him to eat, he will make me chase him all over the house, up and down the stairs just to put a spoonful of rice at his mouth. but then i feel soooo happy to see him eating. with such a cute facial expression. good job Luqman, good job! (-____-") but hey, look at the bright sight, wouldn't this helps me to loose a couple or two?

p/s: before I leave, I need to show my endless gratitude to ipad2 for its big help in a way that it keep Luqman entertained. This give me a "me-time" as I manage to do other stuff like cleaning, cooking and surfing of course! So yea, thanks ipad2! ^,^Y

things i've watch: Green Lantern

Just when back from watching Green Lantern with my bro's family @ Jusco Bukit Tinggi. It was a nice movie (as we watched it in 3d). but, what 's caught my interest is the fact that this movie taught me the important of overcoming our fear towards anything that hold us from doing things that we wanted in life. dang! good point indeed. :)
p/s: honestly, I'm amazed on how the superhero used his imagination to create the weapons. it was very refreshing.

My Aww Moment:1

I just can't stop smiling. Dayyum!
*dreamy mode*

taken from "lie to me" episode 13

terserah

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
tidak kiralah apa sahaja yang berlaku sekarang ni
baik atau buruk,
sekurang-kurangnya aku tahu kau tetap ada untukku
terima kasih Ya Allah, terima kasih banyak-banyak :)

last night for the semester :)

the clock shows 12.46 am
and i still didn't have the heart to sorting out and packing up all my stuff. i'm not in the mood just yet.
this will probably be my last post here in ukm (KTHO)
as it is my last night. (i need to check out tomorrow)
i'm thinking on what should i write?
well, i just got back from cafe and then on the way back, i'm captivated to see a group of friends hanging out and chilling to celebrate their last night together.
i've said to myself "what a beautiful moment"
before that, here's my very first gif. teehee!

korean dumpling: 1st attempt

Last week, out of bored I've decided to try and do korean dish. and this is the output. the skin is a bit thick though coz i made it myself and do aware that i am no professional dumpling maker. but it is due to the fact that i have plenty of flour left, rarely used and i thought why not do the skin from scratch instead of buying it? right? lol!

To be exact, this is called "mandu guk" means dumpling soup.

check out the recipe below;

for skin u need:
1)flour
2)salt
2)cold water

for filling u need:
1)ground beef
2)soft tofu
3)chives
4)shiitake mushroom (optional)
5)half of union
6)sesame oil
7)salt
8)soy sauce
9)sugar

for soup:
1)dried anchovies
2)half of union
3)green union
4)anchovies stock cube (optional)
5)salt

Make skin;
1.Put flour in a bowl and stir the flour while you add the cold water. Keep mixing until you have a shaggy dough. Then, knead it for a couple of minutes until it becomes smooth and elastic.Shape each piece into a thick coin. After that, pressed it till it flat and lightly flour the top and bottom of the skin to avoid from sticking.


Make filling;
1. Place 1 cup of ground beef into a big bowl.
2. Add 1 ts of salt, 1 tbs of sesame oil and mixed well.
3. Wash chives, dry well with paper towel then chop. Add 1 tbs of sesame oil and mix it up.
*oil will coat vegetables so that liquid would not come out from it.
4. Chop 4-5 shiitake mushrooms and half an onion. Add 1 ts of soy sauce, 1 ts of sugar, and 2 ts of sesame oil
6. Squeeze half a package of tofu using paper towel. Then add a pinch of salt, 1 ts of sesame oil and mix it.
7. In the big bowl, mix all ingredients by hand.


For soup:
1. In a pot, place water, anchovies, onion and boil it for 20-30 minutes. If water evaporates, add more water.
2. When the stock is well made, remove the anchovies and onion.
3. Add a pinch of salt and dumplings and cover the lid.
4. When dumpling cooks properly, it floats to the surface.
5. Add chopped of green onion and it Done!

hope this help. i still need improvement here and there but this is definitely worth to try. (out of my passion for kpop and anything related to it) it taste delish. i'm luvin' it. :)
*credit goes to Maangchi.

i seriously don't know

what to do when suddenly my mother shed tears worrying about my father's frequent condition.
supposedly, i should give her a hug but then i do nothing at all...
what a jerk. Mama, i'm terribly sorry. I am indeed don't know how to react to this kind of situation... i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry... (-_____-)

things i've never done before: blood donation

truthfully,
i'm not very fond with needle or any kind of sharp pointed things.
seriously, who does really?
so, that's why i've ever think things like blood donation or things related to that.
a lot goes in my mind actually;
1) does it safe?
2) am i going to gain weight after that?
as i browse ukm homepage earlier, i've came across something.
an announcement.
starting tomorrow, is a blood donation week.
it got me thinking,
should i give it a try?
it sure feels good to not being scared and selfish for once and help people right?

the good old days

all of a sudden
I remember back to the time when I'm in Islamic school (to be precise Sekolah Agama Menengah Tinggi Hisamuddin Kampung Jawa)
those were the time when i've been surrounded and reminded by Ustaz and Ustazah about Solat and other related stuff. (back then i think it was annoying)
however,
now, at uni when i'm on my own,
i realized
how i missed to listen to "tazkirah" and to perform "solat jemaah" together with my friends.
the feeling is so peaceful and calm.
aahhh, if only I could turn back times...
:)

love this sound: numero uno

while doing assignment it is a must for me to listen to a good, comfort music. it helps me reduce the amount of stress and relax a bit.
and for tonight i'm in love with this korean song called "i want to be alone" by a rookie group name EVAS.
here's the picture;


p/s: it's really soothing and it made my day! yeay!
^,^Y

not a good sign

when my parents asked me about my future...
and i'm completely clueless on how to put into words what i've been studying all this years.
this is not good syida,
not a good sign at all.
:(
p/s: this does make me feel like a total loser...and i don't like it. not a bit.

what i like :)

wanna know what I really like to eat besides corn?
this is it.
P.O.R.R.I.D.G.E (it goes really well with fried union and salted duck egg. yum!)
easy to make yet simply irresistible.
taste like heaven.
at least for me it is.
so people, how about u?

bubbling out

last Tuesday i need to find a book so
i went to One Utama ad-hoc!
yes and yes i may have lost a few round but i managed to find a way... (finally!)(-,-").
it was fun. (hearing ppl honking at me was "fun" lol!)
the people there is so nice and this trip is definitely worth-doing.
went straight back to office and laze around with a bubble gum in my mouth. try to make a big balloon out of it. but it turns out err,, ok. i know. lame right? weird, chewing gum somehow remind me of this verse...

"This is double double, double double,
combo double double, double combo
They say bubble bubble, bubble bubble gum
So you wander wander wander and we turn turn turn"
GD&TOP-Knock Out(translation)

muhasabah diri

ye,
dan aku rase diri aku nih jahat sgt hari ni.
ye,
dan aku rase bodoh dan malu sampai x berani nak pandang muka sendiri kat cermin.
ye,
dan aku rase aku patut bentukkan perangai aku balik.

sesungguhnya aku patut dan perlu belajar utk terima perubahan. aku akan cuba.
aku akan cuba...

(-,-)

so-called dozed off

early last night,
my head felt reaally heavy
so i took 1 tablet of soluble (this is all got in my bag)
i just aim to dozed off for a while
and when i wake up
it is already 2am
shooot!
what am i going to do now?

say what?

this is what I've been doing the whole week!
the more i read it the more I'm into it!
it doesn't matter. i am now officially addicted to it (there, there i say it)
and u know what, I love it to the max!
it gives me some sort contentment that is unexplainable.
damn! i don't want to be turned into...


ok, ok, not to that extent.(shaking my head faster now)
i hope not.
(-,-")

N.A.B.I.L

hello!
up here is Nabil.
and this picture was taken two weeks ago.
he stayed for 3 days every week for tuition.
so that day i pushed him to read this one story books out loud.
haha! just to test his reading skills though :P
it's nice to hear the story from him.
but need to pushed him harder to make sure he's not slacking off.
(you know, kid always distracted by cartoon and stuff)
btw, keep it up Nabil!
auntie proud of u.

being random

things that for me used to think so little are now become so valuable.
how come?
am i being test?

feel good...

owh, it's been so freakin' long that i forget
how nice it is to chat with a friend using instant messenger.
damn this does feels good.
thank u friend.
:)

hot stuff!

give a round of applause to
an official debut of Ika Madera!!! (woot! woot!)
quick grab yourself a copy of "Jet & Jonah"
available in store (22 November 2010)
or visit www.jemariseni.com for more details
(it even give u a free reading for it's first chapter! how cool is that?)
people,
this is definitely a worth-to-read novel of the year!
believe me! (please,please,please)

to k.ika,
all the best. i hope it will be a talk of the town and a best-seller ever! amin...

i fell in love...

with this adorable creature
tadaaa!

this is Scottish Fold
damn, aren't it the cutest?
need to save money to own u.
tsk, tsk...